to start something new,is the endeavour to leave the old things behind you & how strong of you ,to hardly not turning back.still.it against my will.why should i?at least not for now.im still the one who accept the norms of life,in place where she thinks these are way much safer than professing her new thoughts,deviating from the usual scenes of regularity,typicality.
this is different.a sequence to different dimension of mind.im not prepared for the undertakings.the agreements,,the commitment.
I doubt her.The one that trapped inside.

sheeshh scribbling words after midnight studies.none of todays accomplishment,zet!