T A D A H H H H . . . . . . . . . .H H H H HA HA

in a state where flowers bloom and dead leaves were swept by the wind,
there i was.
sunken in midst of thoughts.
accompanied by the mysterious nightingale that fills the cold air.
pardon me,please,sir.
breath me some new air.
crack me some jokes.
whistle loud in the darkest of night so i can be wide awake,again.
dont shriek nor screech.
either way,it'll find failure to succumb the valor i made.
restart your game anew.so i can play along.
i know the victory's mine.

worthy of you.

we've lost our friendship somewhere in the journey of finding & tracking our own paths.

but girls.if only you triplet knew,that,chapter of story of ourselves back in early highschool years,that's when i learnt and gained the means of true friendship.those days we listened to mp3 player,all suprised birthday parties,gossiping,cheering each other in the morning,those late-night studies and stalking handsome seniorss.dangg..the origin of the genuine bond of best buddies came from us.thanks for filling up one of the great chapter that's worth to be told to our grandchildren,someday.

'wishing you keep me closer,im a lazy dancer,when you move,i'll move with you...'

guess our journey didnt ryhme with the lyrics.

nah.it's okay.i still love you guys though ;)

 anyway guys,i'm glad to tell you,later on,i found a great bunch of girls throughout my late adolescence period.they're the melted cheese in my cheeseburgers.we painted the town red like crazy                                       (+ dramatically)muahaha

sooner than later.here i am.as usual,always & always encircle in love of wonderful people.
you tell me how to not get crazy when i tend to spend most of my time with these peeps 24/7 than myself in the studio!haha

Thanks Allah for filling my life with these amazing creatures.You know i heart them.May our places be in Your Jannah.Amin.

wow.theydrawandcook is really an awesome inspiration to anyone of you who loove to have kickin' fun in the kitchen!guess i can make some of anything,and bring some to my mates as er...new sem's welcoming gifts!how about candies?lotsa lotsa sweet candiess.after all everyone has a sweet tooth.admit it admit it :)

oh hi,hi..

ni haa aku nak melepaskan rasa ketidakpuashatian aku.

adelah sorang hamba Allah ni,

dok tak habis-habis luahkan perasaan kat fb.

mmg newfeeds aku untuk status emo dia sorang.

i mean,takdelah emo manapun,

aku pun faham la her condition for time being,

tapi,sebagai insan yang waras lagi rasional,

daripada kita mengadu domba kat fb yang takdelah manfaat manapun ni,

baiklah hang pi selak2 website yang lagi berguna kalau dah kata perlukan motivation & so on.archidaily ke,dezeen ke,ar ke.

ni dok taip Tuhan tak nak kita give-up lah,saat kita jatuh tu lah kita kene bangun ,yada yada.

memang la ape yg ditulis tu takde salahnya,

tapi kita kene la kaji balik dimana salahnya bila benda yang tak diingini semenanya berulang lagi.banyak kali.

yang menggeramkan lagi keaadan,bila orang tegur ada je alasan yang nak dibagi.

kadang-kadang(kadang-kadang) ada perlu kita dengar dan ikut dan implement nasihat dan teguran orang sekeliling kita.mungkin through their advices we can make something even way better,kan?

tak salah kalau dah selalu sgt ikut jalan A kita cuba jalan B pulak.then see how it goes.

mengadu sana-sini tanpa melaksanakan perubahan pun bukan satu cara yang sihat.

sebagai seorang kawan aku nak kita semua berjaya sama-sama.

i took my own advises.aku pun sedar aku taklah bagus manapun nak ckp ni depan-depan.penakut gak aku ni.

mari berharap kita sama-sama tak lemas.

G I R D Y O U R L O I N S

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

RIP Steve

p/s.gird your loins.new sem's big wave's coming through.deadly & unforgivable.fearless & furious.pretty fun,though.aha!

semua benda yang ditunggu dah pun tiba.
seprti alat pengurusan,keputusan peperiksaan,..
tapi ni haa,barang yang akhir sekali ni tak nampak batang hidung lagi.
beg cantik.cantik lah kot gamaknya.

i think it's time to eat maggi.let's go!

balik kampung-kait buah kelapa-minum air kelapa fresh dari pokok-hari panas-mandi kat lata-hujan renyai-bagi itik makan-main kejarkejar sama itik-good times dgn mereka-bau aroma nasi lemak berlemak-petang yang redup-duduk atas tanah-pandang rumah sebalik latar awan dgn pokokpokok tinggi-sambil isi buku sketch.

:) 

too bad it only lasted for short days.tapi takpa.banyak lagi hari-hari mendatang perlu disumbat dengan kenangan dan memori yang aman sentosa.

sekian.

R O A R

leave all your old,boring printed shawls,shirts,pants in the box.here are some new fresh,eccentric prints you  should gather in your closet!we bring you young,raw,unpredictable,energetic patterns and pieces out there muahahah potential buyers: maidens who are dare to be different.*amboi,angan-angan*

....

semua orang ada mimpi.
semua orang ada cita-cita
sama macam aku.macam kau.
mungkin caranya berbeza-beza,tapi matlamatnya sama.
aku buka tin tu guna pisau,kau buka guna parang.
dengan tujuan yang sama
untuk meratah isi laici yang segar dan berjus tu.
sama-sama nak merasai nikmat dari Nya.

katanya mahukan macam-macam duaributigabelas ni.apa tunggu lagi?

depa dah maiiiii.hahah.pemangkin kekurusan dah sampai.tunggu masa hati yang tabah dan gagah nak melawan nafsu.

ini adalah sesuatu yang gila!nak panjat bukit nun tu pun merangkak dalam mimpi je.hmph

hasbi rabbi jallallah
maa fi qalbi ghayrullah
nur muhammad sallallah

cukuplah tuhanku sebagai allahku
tiada dalam hatiku selain allahku
cahaya muhammad-- selawat atasnya.

laisalaha mindunillahi kaasyifah
laisalaha mindunillahi kaasyifah

tiada baginya selain allah yang maha melindungi
tiada baginya selain allah yang maha melindungi

laailaaha illallah
al maliqul haqqul mubiin
muhammadur rasuulullah
saadiqul wa'dil aamin

tiada tuhan selain allah
raja aku, yang paling benar, yang paling telus
muhammad itu rasul allah
manusia benar dan adil dan jujur

astaghfirullaha 
innallaah kaana tawwaaba.
ampuni aku wahai allah
sesungguhnya allah itu maha menerima taubat

-found this on Fynn Jamal's page.Elok buat nyanyian after solat :)

i hate when i get to choose between two almost similar things when you can only have either one.I always get caught up in this situation.

it's like when you're on the Voice stage,you ought to choose to be on team Adam or team Blake.
see,how hard is that to make good choice.
There goes..baroque or plain trapeze.
been considering for these past few days.i know it's like stupid matter for some people but little they didnt know,finding the rightest bag is crucial for woman of all ages.They like pre-defined who we are.And it matters because it is where we kept our junks safe.yeah.

I M T E L L I N G Y A

im telling you.im gonna be skinny.No.

im telling you i love that baroque bag and im gonna buy it.No.

im telling you i'll start my hiking 'duty' this evening.No.

im telling you im starting to collect ideas for my business.No.

No im not gonna put my head on the pillow.I am now.

No im not gonna eat nasi lemak for four consecutive weeks.I already did this morning.

No im not gonna lie to myself for this whole day that im finally out from the nesting zone.Too bad.

I lied

T_________T