in th abyss of frustration

no one can really tell/feel when someone's facing her deep frustration/fear.when it turns out to be real.yeah.we're talking real nightmares crawling right under your nose.be it my freakiest loss or whatever to this i may call,tp frankly it's a total devastation.kalah pada yang satu ini..Ya Allah..astaghfirullahalazim. = ( sedih teramat,when u'd already berhempaspulas mcm nak rak,but at th end,it doesnt pay off.you got nothing.aku x ckp bende ni illogical or irrelevant,ye,i do admit it's my mistake after all,tapi..its th hardwork yg last2 useless jugak akhirnya.

this is th one i regret for.

'Honouring' C of design.6 credit hours.burnt after all.

mana ada org teruk sgt smpai C.malu,sedih,frustrated,sendiri pun tatau how to console herself.

i need remedy.

paling dekat pon retail therapy,maybe.

Ya Allah,the Most Merciful,you're the One that could restore my strength,..& yet,again. =[