Ya Allah,selamatkan lah kawan aku..

Qimie,..sekarang dia tgh bergelut dgn nyawanya.battling for the one & only precious life like the one we had now.nothing to spare with.
Struggling with something not refundable,nor exchangable yet it has to be given back to the owner,Him.

sooner or later.Same goes to us all.

We cant never expect what shall happen next.

'haqimie sekarang berada di bilik operation..kaki beliau akan di potong akibat pendarahan..nk stopkan pendarahan..paru2 nya yang ade darah beku dh selesai..so kene potong kaki die kalu di nk survive..sbb ade penderahan kt otak..kalu dh potong baru leh wat pembedahan kt otak'..

Sesungguhnya Kau Yang Maha Mengetahui,Ya Allah.Berikanlah yang terbaik buat kawanku ini.

 

H a r i I n i

bukan mcm semalam,
bukan mcm kelmarin,
atau bukan macam 6 atau 7 hari lepas.
hari ni lain.hari ni aku tercelik mata sekejap.
kenapa?
sebab aku jumpe dua orang kawan baru dekat sana.bukan tak pernah kenal,
tapi baru nak bercerita lanjut tentang perihal masing-masing.
taklah menarik sangat pun,mereka pun biasa,
sama macam  aku,
kerja tempat sama,
balik kerja jam yang sama,
naiik bas u30,or metro79 kalau balik kerja,
cuma destinasi yang berbeza-beza selepas itu.
dan disitulah perbezaannya antara kami
kau dengan kisah hidup kau
aku dengan perihal hidup aku.
berbeza,
mengetahui impian,cita-cita mereka  yang sebenarnya,
tapi mungkin dihad atau dihalang oleh keadaan.
impian terhenti kerana adik-adik yang ramai.
bantu mak dan bapak katanya.
aduhai,
hebat nya kau,tolak cita-cita demi yang lain.
"belajar selagi boleh,berjaya.."
aku simpan kata-kata tadi
jangan sekali mengeluh.
"bersyukurlah dapat belajar,teruskan je"
mungkin ayat-ayat ni sudah tipikal,
dan barangkali ini reaksi kita "eh kau.sedap-sedap je cakap,bukan belajar pun"
tapi bila dihambur sendiri oleh mereka ini,
yang tak senasib dengan kita yang masih boleh dan mampu mentelaah ini,
dan mereka yang tersangat mahu berada di tempat kita,
ia satu yang berharga.
simpan ia.
teruskan,
insyaallah
ianya kemas dalam genggamanmu =]

in th abyss of frustration

no one can really tell/feel when someone's facing her deep frustration/fear.when it turns out to be real.yeah.we're talking real nightmares crawling right under your nose.be it my freakiest loss or whatever to this i may call,tp frankly it's a total devastation.kalah pada yang satu ini..Ya Allah..astaghfirullahalazim. = ( sedih teramat,when u'd already berhempaspulas mcm nak rak,but at th end,it doesnt pay off.you got nothing.aku x ckp bende ni illogical or irrelevant,ye,i do admit it's my mistake after all,tapi..its th hardwork yg last2 useless jugak akhirnya.

this is th one i regret for.

'Honouring' C of design.6 credit hours.burnt after all.

mana ada org teruk sgt smpai C.malu,sedih,frustrated,sendiri pun tatau how to console herself.

i need remedy.

paling dekat pon retail therapy,maybe.

Ya Allah,the Most Merciful,you're the One that could restore my strength,..& yet,again. =[

the shop infront my shop next to the infamous shop :)

just walked past the neighbourhood.the one in front our shop which next to habib is just about to start th sale!yeay!*euphoria atmospehere's in! n histeria sikit*new lower price comin to town!ngahaha.its not just a shop.its mng.uh.it's the money part that pause me onto thinkingg more on those God-knows-what in the store right now.
so utk sekarang,lets just browse(& keep browsing) while u have zero in wallet.tunggu further markdown,maybe? 
p/s:hungry for shawls.promod has the coolest pieces yet also 'harsh' value of th price tag.
abandoning ridiculous thoughts on you is better than to carry  them around in my mind.finding th exit fr you frm my brain.

the best part is,i got to munch th pack of that drop dead delicious dark chocolate biscuits at only rm2,instead of urm,rm 29?*happy sigh of satisfied employee* haha =)

personally,i havent been good for th last few days as i recap.tapi,thank God,alhamdulillah,the job im currently in is totally awesome*so far*while there's still more to be acquaint of.so yeah,dah 8 days bekerja,n some of guys there are cute though,ngehe~it's either absurd or surreal,but when u can easily convince ppl by jst saying'i think this looks good on you',on a 200myr swimsuit,oh, its quite suprising.well at least i got suprised.huh,i guess tht value of money doesnt count so much to those ppl wth truckloads of dollars in their account.
someday i hope just to easily splurge n spill without thinking too much on the budget.ngahaha.bestnye mcm tu.ko amik je ape ko nak eh,xpayah pikir2 lah!*ow yeah*okay,not good to spend lavishly.baiklah.back to work :)

p/s:replenishing strength to all.love u peeps with all my hearts.lets us all stay together for whatever's coming ahead us.may God always be with us.no one  mess with th Khoiril's okay.grasp that in mind u silly.

what will happen when all of sudden the harsh storm suddenly crashed your blissfully happy ride and rip things up and torn  ppl down ? : | uaretypical