X SAMPAI TAKAT

yes.i should say been there,done that.done doing 03's designs stuff.I should say it dgn pnuh perfectly satisfied.yet,i feel lost,kosong,kecewa.
yup.aku da cuba.im trying hard to get the best i deserved.maybe,just maybe it's not the hardest attempt.
to ayah,im so sorry.maybe tis sem is just not my luck.
this sem,mmg la berbucket-buket of tears yg aku da produced.but then still.ntah kenape tah ngan aku n design this sem.idea slalu kuar last-last minute.i mean it.sgt last-last minute idea datang.n people always said idea ko datang last-last minute pon still gempak.I HATE IT.taw x betape tension nye dengar org ckp camtuh.sbb in my reality design's intrepretation ,last-last minute punye keje mmg lahh x bergune lgsung.
but then,bende ni jatuh kat aku gak.how does it feel bile idea dtg sehari before FINAL presentation???when all this while ur brain couldnt make any effort to give urself a piece of brilliant idea?mmg la aku gila meroyan weh x dpt idea wktu tuh.thanks to huda n aimi for comforting me tat time.
n NOW.dgn penuh ketidakpuashatian,aku  menunggu result this SEM.
crossing my fingers for the best.though maybe its not what im hoping for.fine guys,its a pleasure to see me goin down.
well,the metamorphosis of life always have its up n down.
 FOR NOW,
i need to revive.
i need to chill.
i need to survive.
im revamping myself.
lets hibernate..