Saturday, September 17, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
aah,i need a blindfold next time you're here around.or at least earbuds to save my ears frm those words you utter.living an silent,empty box life seems rather fine than to endure your presence.
Handling too many self-wrecking dramas is quite tiring..
unleashing tempers is not a preferable one.hence,sod off.
sealing unfavourable voices of mine is mind-relieving.
mere anger inside wouldnt hurt the public,at least.
Handling too many self-wrecking dramas is quite tiring..
unleashing tempers is not a preferable one.hence,sod off.
sealing unfavourable voices of mine is mind-relieving.
mere anger inside wouldnt hurt the public,at least.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
not under righteous conscience
they said cowards walk out of reality.
what to deny about it?Nothing,to be exact.
to drop or to drag.
they're not favourable options,though.
but as further i go,more uncertainty filling the room.
occupying th mindless soul.
ah,and again,the lunatic speaks trash.
what to deny about it?Nothing,to be exact.
to drop or to drag.
they're not favourable options,though.
but as further i go,more uncertainty filling the room.
occupying th mindless soul.
ah,and again,the lunatic speaks trash.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
back on board ;)
just to be frank,
i sensed myself with those cliche feeling tingling all over me.
worries,panic,yeah.they've all been tingles inside me since i read brief itu.
but,hey,im already in my 5th sem,and th last thing i need to worry is actually..nothing.
it came to my suprised,when i could stay on calm writing these down,right after reading,well,th pre-death brief.
of course the inevitable feelings werent easily remove,a grown minded ppl should've at least have faith in their mind,regardless those mean feelings tht currently besetting em.
yes,insyaallah aku cuba untuk menempuh hari2 penuh mencabar ini.pabila duniaku kembali hiruk-pikuk.
ahoy,captain! : )
i sensed myself with those cliche feeling tingling all over me.
worries,panic,yeah.they've all been tingles inside me since i read brief itu.
but,hey,im already in my 5th sem,and th last thing i need to worry is actually..nothing.
it came to my suprised,when i could stay on calm writing these down,right after reading,well,th pre-death brief.
of course the inevitable feelings werent easily remove,a grown minded ppl should've at least have faith in their mind,regardless those mean feelings tht currently besetting em.
yes,insyaallah aku cuba untuk menempuh hari2 penuh mencabar ini.pabila duniaku kembali hiruk-pikuk.
ahoy,captain! : )
Thursday, September 8, 2011
a bit here,a bit there
about raya.
two things i kept on questioning.
1.)kids nowadays (referring to:my sisters n lil cous) they dont go kutip2 duit raya around th kampung.oh,why??i stll remember how excited we all mingled togethaa(me,sisters,cousins,& some of my childhood friends)strolling down th kampong and kutip2 duit raya(siap ada target rumah bagi 20 sen je pftt) and i'd ths one time,me,and my sister,dua2 kain terkoyak sebab naik tangga rumah pak ape tah,then we cry all th way back(+ pak cik tu suro basuh pinggan sendiri).uish,ape la pak cik..!lol!
2.)kids nowadays they dont play masak2 like us waktu kecik2 dulu.i was like 'hey,dulu2 kiteorg siap guna au natural ingredients kat luar rumah tu je,masak pasir,letak air sikit,daun bunga kertas,bubuh atas kuali(atas dapur buatan sendiri),bawah rumah..!haha
how time flew!as if like im already grown ups,unable to do ths kiddy stuffs.some of us already married,and we laughs at ourselves bile bercerita balik. its fun tho just to reminiscing,again.
few flashbacks arent sins.
3.)i love my family.God please make us stay togethr through the rain :(
about them.
1.)i meet em.happy enough.
2.)brought some caramel,utk kak mah.she wanted it really bad.tapi bawak tak banyak.thus we kept it a secret.
3.).on our way for lunch dengan noma.i meet him.gosh!starstruck!th guy i'd head over heels sewaktu dahulu.we did chat for awhile,weee and i never want it to stop.got to say babai.was starved like hell.
materials speaking.
1.)finding th rightest nude.th girl at th counter applied every nude shades as possible on my lips.nahh.wasnt impressed at all.haih.currently,still hunting.
2.)got my eye on these flats.sorry to say but never compromise yourself on discounted items.grab while you can hence,it's mine.
3.)into consideration.and so she said she gave me 10% on th rockstar not-so-rockstar bag.it's okay.keep aiming! :)
4.)I gave up on th moschino's!more important stuffs on th list,seperti pen dakwat hitam 0.1,0.2,0.3,0.4,0.5 and th list goes on and on.better keep this 30% off unique scarfed watch on hold.
about 12/9/11
1.)i cant decide th feeling.it;s either thrill or shrill.
2.)i havent go through th pre-death brief.still,i have to,eventually.
3.)I'M NOT effing READY.
4.)i want to hibernate more.
5.)i think i'm a bear.
6.)i dont need school.
7.)i need cool place i can shed myself.im a bear.
8.)on second thought no,im not!
9.)im just th last person on earth who doesnt want to exit herself frm ths holiday...
10.)I'M LITERALLY CRYING OUT LOUD! :'"""(
p/s:i'm a tad concern bout what's gonna happen later in ths 5th sem.catastrophy,again?hell no.
two things i kept on questioning.
1.)kids nowadays (referring to:my sisters n lil cous) they dont go kutip2 duit raya around th kampung.oh,why??i stll remember how excited we all mingled togethaa(me,sisters,cousins,& some of my childhood friends)strolling down th kampong and kutip2 duit raya(siap ada target rumah bagi 20 sen je pftt) and i'd ths one time,me,and my sister,dua2 kain terkoyak sebab naik tangga rumah pak ape tah,then we cry all th way back(+ pak cik tu suro basuh pinggan sendiri).uish,ape la pak cik..!lol!
2.)kids nowadays they dont play masak2 like us waktu kecik2 dulu.i was like 'hey,dulu2 kiteorg siap guna au natural ingredients kat luar rumah tu je,masak pasir,letak air sikit,daun bunga kertas,bubuh atas kuali(atas dapur buatan sendiri),bawah rumah..!haha
how time flew!as if like im already grown ups,unable to do ths kiddy stuffs.some of us already married,and we laughs at ourselves bile bercerita balik. its fun tho just to reminiscing,again.
few flashbacks arent sins.
3.)i love my family.God please make us stay togethr through the rain :(
about them.
1.)i meet em.happy enough.
2.)brought some caramel,utk kak mah.she wanted it really bad.tapi bawak tak banyak.thus we kept it a secret.
3.).on our way for lunch dengan noma.i meet him.gosh!starstruck!th guy i'd head over heels sewaktu dahulu.we did chat for awhile,weee and i never want it to stop.got to say babai.was starved like hell.
materials speaking.
1.)finding th rightest nude.th girl at th counter applied every nude shades as possible on my lips.nahh.wasnt impressed at all.haih.currently,still hunting.
2.)got my eye on these flats.sorry to say but never compromise yourself on discounted items.grab while you can hence,it's mine.
3.)into consideration.and so she said she gave me 10% on th rockstar not-so-rockstar bag.it's okay.keep aiming! :)
4.)I gave up on th moschino's!more important stuffs on th list,seperti pen dakwat hitam 0.1,0.2,0.3,0.4,0.5 and th list goes on and on.better keep this 30% off unique scarfed watch on hold.
about 12/9/11
1.)i cant decide th feeling.it;s either thrill or shrill.
2.)i havent go through th pre-death brief.still,i have to,eventually.
3.)I'M NOT effing READY.
4.)i want to hibernate more.
5.)i think i'm a bear.
6.)i dont need school.
7.)i need cool place i can shed myself.im a bear.
8.)on second thought no,im not!
9.)im just th last person on earth who doesnt want to exit herself frm ths holiday...
10.)I'M LITERALLY CRYING OUT LOUD! :'"""(
p/s:i'm a tad concern bout what's gonna happen later in ths 5th sem.catastrophy,again?hell no.
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