i'm pathetic.

if i were someone else but me,

i'll ask her to sod off.go somewhere.go get lost in the wood.jump off the roof.

do whatever.disappear,maybe.

make urself vanish fast enough people couldnt recall u anymore. 

not until im  possibly goodenough to sort things out,the charge flows inside is (-)

that's it for now.

it past my bed time but i really need to yell this out and loud!
darn,i never thought this job could really ruin  the shopping vow-must shop less for less bla,bla,bla.ok.vowing bullshit.
well,it never work tht wayy.
the moment i hold that velvet jacket,and that leather(in pastel)peeptoe wedges,plus that *seriously* dazzling leopard printed long wool dress,and *some etc,i know it's just damn hard to slip them off frm my hand.gosh.
yep.that hard.
see,working in a shop fills with good & non resistable stuff  is super heaven and a paradise for those shopaholic out there.
my advice,*as to myself especially* think double twice about working again in a shop selling things u couldnt resist to say NO on having em'.
it's always preferable working@ kedai makan,be it any F&B outlet.
1.free staff meal everyday
2.zero stuffs to hide in the store tunggu utk dibeli. =______='

ugh.i need to re-budget my $.
and tomorrow,further markdown.haih.menguji iman dan nafsu btul lah.

p/s:however yaww.it's awkward times two to have this good feeling again. guess here i go again.falling again. ;) ini hanya mungkin perasaan kadang-kadang.

sangat la busy tak sempat mandi,or even nak buka laptop,trus tertido.
that;s the new routine while being in holiday phase.
kerje,kerje dan kerje. even dont have th time to update myself.gah *sometimes i feel really outdated not knowing whats up on their updates*
oh,tapi tak jugak kurus2,haih....
blame it in mcds,chicken lemon,nasi makcik nautica,teh ais gila babun sedap tu,hah amek kau.
diet tinggal dlm kenangan je.dammit.haha

some of things i missed out there.teh3layer kat redone,naan cheese butter garlic pakcik kamal,spritzer 1.5 liter everyday,and.........my Handsomes.haih.tak sabar nak balik gelak2 dgn mereka semua ;)
new life begins later.

right now.bekerja dan menghabiskan masa di sana dengan kamu. ;)